…is up for discussion these days. I am not an actor or a famous personality, but it seems my notorious mind, which always, reassuringly, thinks that I am on a right track finds ways to get into disruptions of energy (which I attribute to life and its experience). But time and again, I come back
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Last few months have been quite easy, honestly. I am not going to speak about how hard I have worked to make a living (not every woman reading this blog is my girlfriend), neither am I going to start this blog by giving a lame excuse for not writing for so long—“I am an inherently
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It was Friday, I was kind of happy, I always felt happy on Fridays, because the week was getting over, and because I still remained just enough sad to understand my sadness that wanted Saturday and Sunday to quickly precede another week. No seriously, I need answers, I am not doomed, and I am not
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Sometime back, I had picked my brains on how language is not good enough a tool to express ourselves. I guess we don’t place all our money on language—the words and the letters (Huh!). I and my friend came to amazing realization last week (we were on fire, weren’t we? A fresh-fire, what say Joey?).
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That is the problem with having a sense of humor that makes you smile when somebody close to you passes away. Problem with sense of sense of humor is that we cannot be as clear as one is allowed to be in the movies, where it is easier to portray things. Things get more difficult
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First things first: I am not giving gyaan, but I want you to receive it, as I said earlier—‘to teach’ is in our genes (I got this Idea from a good friend), I also say, don’t budge to speak if you think you have verified information. People [1] always have got something to say, you
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There have been times when I have lionized music artists that I heard of, I revered their music as sacred passages from some holy scriptures, which were to be adhered, if not followed. Now music (both playing and listening) has taken a back seat, the sounds in the life keep ebbing away the “real music”
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The kind of I was and I am, I always take risks, I am always enamored by the unknown (I guess we all are). When the leaves are on ground, and the sky is blue, I always wondered what it would be like in Cali—in contrast to the Indian subterranean lands where I’ve been raised—sp
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Ok, so I am 29, I am curvy, BBW, and I have dated my share of jerks out there. I even fell in love once, whatever!! I am single again, and I am tired of working my way out just for fun, because I don’t play games. If I connect with someone, someone with whom
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That’s ok honey, Nah!! How can I be angry, life is one big patience test, and after all, you’re my wife isn’t it? I want you to be happy, but promise me you’ll always do it behind my back (ain’t no fun if you do it in front of me, aint it?) And my friend,
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Hunches are fantastic things; you can continuously fiddle with them without changing the reality–Really? Are you forgetting that you have a personal reality? What happens to that? Hunches are volatile version of intuitions, which I believe are thought to be less potent than they are. I over-pride myself for embodying these intuitions that are always
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I guess GPS in the cars should have a way of telling us the ‘next restroom so many miles away’, and it should have built in intelligence that gives us the rating of the public toilet. PS: I would like to include this in the beginning because it might add some sense to what is
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back….. I arrived early, before I was supposed to, but I had to arrive, not because I had to arrive, I had to arrive because I just had to, because sometime back, before it all happened, before time turned. The wheels still existed back then, but the times were different. California west coast kind of
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I am not trying to retrofit few pieces that I found on the way, but I just happened to know that I am never able to retain “friends”; it always has been like that. I must admit, that it never occurred naturally to me, like it happens to others, I was arguing about the importance
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I hear that Google spiders don’t like content with F word, well, F you fly– but all that for tremendous amount of respect I owe you, nothing else, I still hold the emotions and I want to let them out. Should I type ‘fornication under the consent of the king’ every time? Fuck is one
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Ek zamaana tha, jab apna kaam daily katwaana tha. Chaubees ghante marwaate rehte the, pyaar se log usko POP kehte the. Subah subah shave zaroor karna, din bhar paani ki bottle bharna. Raat ko bajta tha sabka band ban jaate the jab Superman. Yoonhi bas marwaate rehte the pyar se usko POP kehte the. Line
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Try to hold a glass full of water in one of the hands and dance without allowing the water to spill, real fun, I am just trying it. Always dance in front of the mirror (I used to follow this while practicing drums)–yes please, get a big mirror for the room Dance as if nobody
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I read that it all started when “man” felt the need to exchange goods—really, now you want me to buy that Bengalis don’t eat fish, or that fishes don’t eat fish? Shopping –etymology… akin ‘not similar to reading’ A.K.A ‘making women happy’. As if ‘ing’ is another language combined, just to say the same thing
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I belong to an Army family (are you wondering what that means?), I have graduated from Army College, but the sense of belongingness as well as adherence to the word Army has always eluded me. I was born on August fucking 10th —few years back on the same day American Civil War took a gallop
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The chocolate levels in my body are soaring right now, enough to make somebody a chocolate undead revenant if I was a Vampire. I smiled to everybody as usual at work and even got chocolates for everybody around me (I think I did it so that nobody touches mine). I was my usual social self;
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How much can we share? I guess people are reading lot of Gita these days, and practicing the wisdom of “words are like arrows, and you must dip them into alcohol before mounting them on to the bow”. Most of it has to do with thinking that we will be advantaged-off in some sense, or
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Yesterday, I spilled water over my laptop. Right now I am making love to her, but I cannot explain how I felt yesterday. I spilled so much water over her body; as much water with which people crossing a desert can spilled-water-fuck with it. I forgive myself for being a misfit, but the event was
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Check the eggs, they might be ready My duck heart ever since been in eddy “You’re kidding me”, “kiddding me”—you say already Uber-cute you’re flying me crazy Talk on the phone, you do so slowly Is it you? Or is it just my heart’s perfidy? Loud I can’t be, because I might seem needy It’s
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Prior to this life I used to live somewhere in Netherlands, don’t remember it not because of bad memory, but because nomenclature isn’t primeval, it is only now that Google Maps exists to quickly disillusion us on Washington and Washington DC. Back in those times, I used to breath light, people used to believe that
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“But isn’t that dependent?” “Yes, but what about the rivers and oceans?” “What about them?” “They all have a way about them” “True” “So, I say, lung cancer might not necessarily be cured” “But still can be cured on days without being dependent on truth, isn’t it?” “You can put it that way” “So truth
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So if some Alpha gives you 80% chance of living the rest of your life in a state of your current happiness multiplied by 10^10. But, says there is a 20% chance that you will die right now if you happen to fail the 80% chance, which is decided by a totally fair random experiment.
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Officer, all set, the panel in front of me says that we are just 2 minutes away Ok, finally, is there a backup plan called as project runaway? Yeah, even I was wondering, can’t we lure someone and tell him to play a game on the panel? Fucktard! Get on it, activate Sir! But be
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….. but I decided to curtail promiscuous thoughts instead. It (watching ****) is one of those pooh-poohing activities, one of the activities which people think is good only while doing—an askance—yes everything seems to be dead still, was anybody watching? A lot of human evolution has had to do with reproduction, isn’t it? Extending the
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It happens way too often that I don’t understand what I am doing. I look around, and then, again, I look again, and then I just look on. There is no problem with it really, as rationalists, we should get confused with fiction more than reality, but I have to switch back too often, which
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Yesterday evening, it was a regular morning– I mean evening was evening, but I am just clarifying that it was a fine and regular morning and a very good night before that. It is not really end of the universe kind of breaking news, I know, but I just told you so, so what? Ok,
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